Here are some things that you didn't know for sure, but have probably worked out:
I hate talking on the phone. Absolutely abhor it. It's a hangover from a time (in my formative years) where a girl told me I was boring.
I'm kinda corny, sometimes in a sweet "oh, that's cute" kinda way, but generally in a "oh God" kinda way.
I'm still a child (read immature) in many ways. Still unable to put forth my emotions without being a wreck.
My favorite song in the whole entire world is a Marvin Gaye classic called "My love is waiting" it's only slightly ironic that I'm 30yrs old and indeed my love sits inside me. Waiting. I have never told a girl "I love you" in fact, the only people I ever tell I love them are my nieces.
It's a social cover for unrequited love. The single most painful thing I've ever experienced in my life. And I've broken a rib!
So here's another thing that you kinda knew already... I'm absolutely besotted with you. I think you are (for lack of a better word) amazing! Without over stating the matter you are what basketball analysts would call a triple threat. Really smart, really pretty and funny. But you knew that already.
My inability to verbally express myself has led me to this letter. I know there are much better ways to go about this process, but "all the world is a stage" and letters are my West End.
For a long time I thought I feared commitment, but that's not it. If anything, I quite look forward to it! What I fear, I genuinely fear is not being great. I wanna be great, with you!
This is getting quite whiny, like one of those 90s boy band songs with the quasi cool teens telling generic love stories. But I figured I should get it out there, in to the ether, and see what returns.www.twitter.com/kbzfire
